One citizen's view's about : 
America's New Health Care Act




When you look at this New Health Insurance bill, you see three things, them verses us, verse money! The Health Insurance agencies has never, nor will they ever be for the people. I listen to all the politicians, fighting about the New Health Care Bill Act, and the only thing I hear, from the Presidential candidates, who seem to be Republicans, is about cost, not it's effectiveness for the betterment of people! They fight about how much money it will cost the state, and how much the new Health Care Bill Act, will cost the people who will suffer most, and the tax payer's burden, concerning it, on and on! The reality is that their are many people out of Health Insurance, right now, that will be covered with this new Health Care Bill, Act. There are senior citizens, who can receive equal care without bios, from this new Health care Act. The Big question mark is???????? Why do we offer children, totally free Health Care, paid in full, by the state, given dental and all, even when they don't have teeth to need coverage; meanwhile, our seniors citizens, can barely get coverage at all, without high premiums cost to themselves. These people really can't afford these high premiums, yet have a great need for? Answer! The children get full coverage because they won't hardly use it, anyway! Our seniors citizens cannot get the same coverage, as their younger counter parts, without great price to themselves, yet they are retired, honorable, American citizens, who has paid their dues to society. Our Seniors are the very people in our population, who has paved the way in life for all the young adults today, such as, doctors, lawyers, teachers, cooks, nurses, all middle aged people doing their jobs now. Now the final analysis on what this is all about the bottom line ******MoNEy, MoNey MONey!***** The race for the 2012 Presidency, who are mainly, Republicans are all about saving face, on the cost side of things, in our country at the expense of the people here. The debt is already high, so whats their point? They are rich, so they are not feeling it like we are! 


What is so bad about the New Health Care Bill Act? Nothing! Nothing is wrong with it, EXCEPT ALL PEOPLE WILL HAVE INSURANCE COVERAGE, MAYBE!  This is not bad news, you know, its all good!  The Republicans are good at convincing the people to side with them, but they are not for the people they are convincing. They make you believe that you are fighting to make good for the economy but they are keeping the insurance crooks in control. You are being mislead to helped these politicians, without even knowing that you are. Your input to the political portion of it, will only keep you paying higher Insurance rates, to an inadequate insurance agencies and doctors, who I feel are crooks really! These HMO's treat people who pay, yet unbeknown to the patients, they are just taking their money, and still giving them ware-fare coverage! Sh! It's their secret!  The insurance agencies dictate to the doctors what they can, or cannot do with their patient treatments, and giving us all the run around. When we go to a doctor's visit,  sick, they make you feel like things are being done to help you, but not really. Even the doctors feel bad for you, when you get one who cares.


If you really think that this new state, Health Care Bill Act, could not work for us, then I ask that you look at your current Insurance coverage, now and ask yourself, what are your limitations to health care with all that you are paying?   List the pros and cons, with the coming changes, and weight those changes with the ones in the new Bill!  What are the changes between the new Health Care bill and what you Got now? Are you better off taking a chance for change, then not at all?  All HMO's are similar, in co-pay, and coverage for treatment plans,  while some people pay more for the same cover, other pay little to none, yet it's still all the same treatment plan and coverage receive by all!  The new Health Insurance will keep us all from being singled out, by our ability to pay, or not.  Under the New health Care Bill, also coverage will work for all who can pay, and those who cannot!  Have you notice, when you go to the emergency room with severe pain, they give you narcotics as the first method of treatment, instead of trying the simplest, less addictive pain killers first?  They are giving narcotics out like candy, at hospitals today which do not make for a better American. When I was coming up as a child, being fifty-five years old, the doctors went through scrutiny, just to give out Motrin to patients.  It is the New health Care Bill Act, that you will bring better care with more control, and we would have political politicians to hold accountable when things go wrong. Right now the insurance companies are untouchable. I Feel that this new bill will illuminate the Insurance agencies control over our health care and doctors.  I think it could take control out of the hands of those giving narcotics out so easily, like candy, too, at these hospitals, better monitoring the narcotic drugs accessible to our children, because they are the main ones becoming addicted to them. 


They have all these talking heads in the media, paid talking head professionals, feeding you doubt about what your county's motives, over the new health care plan. They are trying, probably with pay, doing this to discourage us about the New Health Care Act.  In the New Health Care Act, we can at least try something new for a change and see if it will work! Lets just give it a try!  Take a chance! Risk it! Things aren't written in stone! Even if there are some tricks still being played out in the system, old and new, there can be no contest with something that works for the people.  We got more dangerous tricks already playing out with our health care that's in place now, which makes change worth the risk!  What are we loosing, really?  Nothing!  We shall all gain more then not, in my opinion. I believe, if the health care system is already broke, before sticking with the old ways, try something new, and fix it! i admire our President for at least wanting to try something new out here!  Never let the something old, none working system stay the same, at the expense of the people. The republicans don't want you to know this, but they are all about the money, concerning this health care bill!  If you are suffering, now, and chances are, 2012 Nick Romney, a Presidential Candidate, will just make you suffer even more, if they get to stop this new effort to make things work for the people with their health care. Republicans are the very people, who have put us in this mess, greedy Republicans, caring nothing about the people.  They treat  America like it's their man cave!


Think about what you want in this country, and fight for that without doubt!  Stop listening to people who's only concerns are about money, and not people!  They are paying experts, to say what you need to hear, but after you vote them in office, deceived by what they say, watch what they do for you!  We will never get things these politicians promised anyway. THINK ABOUT IT! WHO ARE THE TWO BIGGEST MONEY MAKING COMPANIES IN OUR COUNTRY TODAY? BANKS & INSURANCES COMPANIES!  So don't you think they got enough money to get into your heads?  They can trick you into thinking just like them, believing that something is for you, but it's is really against you!  Man!  I don't understand how we can continue to be so gullible, over and over again, to these republican tricks!  If you went to college, like I did, then you would know, in English class, they taught us how the media pay talking heads to convince us  to believe “their truth.” Really,  they are all lies. Then there is the inoculation of information, sneaking in our heads over, and over, again,  time after time we are being feed unfair politic.  We have been receiving information that was stored in our heads, for a future reaction to their ways, such as this health care package. The New Health care Bill today is a change to make something not working for the people work better. Then you got the psychological-colors schemes, that feed our brains more then just beauty. Being an Artist myself, over time using colors when painting, I notice how my brain jumps at different colors I would use.  When applied in different combinations to a canvas, it's has effected my mood daily. My mood would be up one day, and down another day, up one day, down another day just painting with colors. I became so addicted to these color and their effect on my mood changes, that I became a very emotionally unstable person.  lol  You know what they say about Artist? “All Artist, has some sort of Mental illness” Well guess what, you have just become a member of the artist, masses without even knowing it!  Colors are being used throughout, all the medias to get into your heads, too.


Don't give up this chance to dig deep into change. Our health Care System has been going down hill for years, and seem not to be working for us anymore. People are dying, that really could have been saved. For years we have been patients, this is at the mercy of the insurance agencies.  It is better to take a chance on change, for something better, then not to do nothing at all!  Stop the suffering and dying!  Stop having people suffer unnecessary, when we have things to treat people and help them. The way things are now, with our health care plans, money is our doctors to patients.  If you get sick, would you want money treating you or the doctor?  No! Money cannot heal you like doctors do! I n order to receive good health care, as it stand, it's you money, or you die!  What is this?  Has our value system in America lost all it's marbles. Where are our values standard in America today?  The other thing, is the Republications want you to think the change in the Health Care Bill, can destroy the Health Care System for the people over all!  Well, look at who's talking!  The very ones who got money already to pay their insurance companies.  Maybe the insurance companies are so big, that they even pay  the presidential candidates to sing their song, to the world over the media!  The bottom line, here for me, is why not try something new!  If this new Health care Act does not work out for us, then they can rethink it, and come up with something else. We can always, just go back to the old health care system, if needs be!  Nothing is writing in stone on this Bill. Change is good! So stop fighting for the politicians rights, and  their point views, and start fighting for your rights, and your peers rights!
Rosetta Nesbitt
(Queenoflove)
2012






P.S. To all American citizen, we hear all the fighting between the politicians about the new health Care Act, but really the only opinions we need to help us make a sensible choice is the people’s voice, your peers! If you agree, can you write you views as the same heading as mine and place it in this form. The people's voice got to be part of this major decision making process, because some people have health insurance, and others do not! What are your experience and how would you think having a new experience could benefit you! Many of your peers have experience the high cost of the prescription drugs, while others could not even get theirs for lack of funds. We need to share what we think with each other, and stop listening to these politicians, who has a lot at stake in the New Health Care Bill, not working for us! Will you say how you feel about it too?

                                                                                               

A MESSAGE FROM HOPE

A MESSAGE FROM HOPE

A FLOWER'S BEAUTY, 
IS A HOPE'S IN ALL IT'S GLORY!
WHERE A HINT OF SMOKE LIVE 
THERE, A HOPE GIVES.
HOPE IS PLANTED ON THE NOSE OF THOSE,
WHO SEEK TO FIND IT,...
YET IT IS NOT TOUCHABLE BY ALL,
IF YOU LISTEN TO THE BEAUTY... 
OF HOPE, WITH YOUR EARS 
HOPE WILL SELF-SABOTAGE 
NOT WHAT YOU SEE OR HEAR
FOR SEEING CAN INTERFERE 
WITH HOPE'S MENTALITY,
WHERE WE WANT IT TO BE.

HOPE IS IN THE VALLEYS, 
WHERE THE RIVERVOR'S FLOW
WHERE ONLY A TRUE HOPE CAN GO; 
ALTHOUGH, OUR EARS ONLY SEARCH, 
FOR HOPE, .... ITCHING IN FEAR.
WE SEEK OUT A HOPE THAT STROKES US, 
TO SATISFY WHERE WE LACK. 
WHEN BEAUTY SHOWS UP, 
IN THE MIST OF A HOPE, LIFE 
BECOMES A GREATER RESPONSIBILITY
A VERY PRESENT LOAD TO CARRY ON OUR BACKS
WHEN WE DON'T KEEP HOPE ALIVE... 
IN THE LOOP, OR ON OUR LAP.

HOPE GETS US THROUGH, 
THE DARKEST OF PLACES
WHERE LIGHT IS, IT'S BOSS,
AND GOD IS IT'S CAPTION!
ONLY THROUGH GOD
WILL HIS LIGHT GLOW.
WHEN WE SPEAK TO A HOPE
WITHIN OURSELVES
OUR VOICES SENDS US RUNNING
THROUGH DOOR AFTER DOORS,
AND BLINDED, ONLY, DO WE FIND FAITH 
WHEN HOPE FLOWS, IT BRING US TO OUR KNEES
WE STRETCHED OUT IN PRAYER
ON A COLD FLOOR, WHEN IN DESPAIR.

SO WHEN YOU'VE REACH A CLIFF IN YOUR LIFE
LOOK DOWN FAR AND WIDE 
HOPES SEEMS SO STEEP
WHEN VIEWED BY THE NAKED EYE, 
YET ON TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN 
IS WHERE GOD'S LOVE WILL SHOW
LACED ACROSS THE HILLS
SALVATION'S FOR US, DID FLOW, 
SO IT'S IN HIM DO WE ADORED
JESUS BECAME THE BRIDGE, 
OVER OUR TROUBLED WATERS
HE SHOWS US ALL, THE WAY 
WHERE FAITH AND HOPE BECAME DOUBLES.

ONLY A HOPE CAN OPEN DEATHS, DOORS,
LEADING US TO HEAVENS GATES, 
FOR GOD, WHO, WE ADORE
GAVE HOPE A PLACE, WHERE FAITH STANDS IT'S GROUND,
WE FOLLOW HOPE WHERE LIFE WILL MEET US THERE 
THAT SPIRITUAL PLACE, A COMMON GROUND! 

ROSETTA NESBITT
(QUEENOFLOVE)

I WROTE THIS FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL, BUT AS I THOUGHT MORE ABOUT IT: 
SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS AND I COULD USE THIS AFFIRMATION AS WELL, SO THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT PUBLIC ALLY!




AFFIRMATION....


WE THINK IT IS MAN THAT WE PRIVATELY LOAN FOR AND MISS SO MUCH, BUT WE ARE NOT FLESH BOUND, WE ARE SPIRIT BOUND; THEREFORE, WE DO NOT RASSEL AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD, BUT WITH SPIRIT, FOR SOUND MIND. 


THE TRUTH IN US, SEEKS TO FIND A TRUTH OUTSIDE OF US, YET WE TEND TO SEEK GOD'S TRUTH FOR US, IN MAN, AND NOT WITHIN OURSELVES. OUR LOANING'S, ARE  JUST OUR SOULS CRYING OUT TO FIND ITSELF, WHEN WE DO NOT LIVE WHAT WE REALLY ARE, OUR SOUL AND SPIRIT SUFFERS. 


WE ARE RASSELING WITH FEELINGS OF HELPLESSNESS, AND LOSS RELATIONSHIPS WITH A SENSE OF COMPLACENT, BUT AFTER WE FIND THE CONTENTMENT FROM A PEACEFUL PLACE WITHIN, OTHERS CAN JOIN US THERE. THIS WILL LEAVE US EMOTIONALLY UNTOUCHABLE TO HURTS, AND PAIN ON A REGULAR BASIS. YET, UNTIL THEN, WE ARE WIDE OPEN, AND OUR LOANING'S ARE OUT OF RANGE WITH OUR REALITY. 


WE CANNOT TOUCH OUR OWN TRUTH, NOR OUR OWN REALITY UNTIL WE FIND IT FOR OURSELVES FIRST, AND THEN NO ONE CAN TOUCH US WHERE OUR EMOTIONS SIT IN PRIVATE, QUIETLY WITH PEACE AS OUR MATE! 


SEEK YOUR DIVINE HIGHER POWER (GOD OVER ALL). WHEN WE STOP DISAPPOINTING HIM, THEN WE STOP DISAPPOINTING OURSELVES TOO! 
~♥~ ROSETTA NESBITT ~♥~
~<3~ (QUEENOFLOVE)~<3~

******THE TRUE PATH TO GOD IS NOT THROUGH CONDEMNATION BUT CONFESSION OF SIN!******

THE SIN FACTOR, IS AN INDUCED GUILT AND SHAME STAGNATION, WEIGHING DOWN MAN'S STRENGTH TO  STABILIZE IN TRUE SALVATION, WHILE CAUSING CONDEMNATION  AS A STAGNATION FROM MAN'S AVAILABLE REDEMPTION: THAT EVERY MAN AND WOMAN  HAVE RIGHTS TO, AS SINNERS, THEM HE HAS CALLED TOO HIMSELF, LIFE ETERNALLY.  GOD SAID, HE DID NOT COME TO CONDEMNED THE WORLD, BUT THAT THE WORLD THROUGH HIM MAY BE SAVED, BY HIM!


CHRISTIANS LET UP, STOP POURING CONDEMNATION AND GUILT ON PEOPLE TO TRY TO GET THEM TO CONFORM TO OUR WAY!  IT IS CAUSING A BACKLASH ON WHAT YOU WANT FROM THEM! WE CLAIM TO LEAD THEM TO GOD, BUT GOD ALONE SAVES, AND MAN HAS TO FIND THIS KNOWLEDGE THROUGH SELF-AWARENESS, THAT THEY ARE SINNERS. THEY GOTTA KNOW THAT THEY ARE SINNERS IN NEED OF SALVATION  FOR THEMSELVES TO RECEIVE IT! TRANSFORMING FROM SIN IS NOT A GIFT THAT COMES WRAPPED IN A BOW FROM A FRIEND. 


SALVATION IS INTIMATELY AN ALONE THING, TO GET, BUT A BROAD CELEBRATED THING AFTER IT IS GOTTEN! WE CANNOT POINT OUT THEIR SINS, AS SINNER UNSAVABLE IN JUDGEMENT ACCORDING TO WHAT WE SEE WHEREWITH ALL OBSERVING WITH THE EYE!  


AN ALCOHOLIC MUST FIRST ADMIT TO BEING AN ALCOHOLIC, TO RECEIVE THE HELP AVAILABLE TO THEM.  WE ARE TO EXULT WITH LOVE, ALL MAN WITHOUT FAVORITISM, TO CHRIST, TO SALVATION ONLY, THOUGH, LOVE AND SUPPORT NOT TRAVEL ON THEIR BACKS, IN EVERY AREA OF THEIR SALVATION IN ACCUSATION FORMED WITH GUILT INDUCED PRODDING! WE DON'T HAVE A HEAVEN NOR A HELL TO PUT NO ONE IN; THEREFORE, WE ARE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER, EXULT ONE ANOTHER, AND BUILD EACH OTHER UP IN LOVE. 


RESTORE SUCH A ONE, WHO HAS LOST HIS OR HER WAY. LOVE THEM AS CHRIST LOVE US AS THEY ARE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! YE WHO HAVE NO SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE! CHRIST GAVE HIS ONLY LIFE, FOR THE SAKE OF SAVING US FROM OUR OWN SINS.  HE SUFFERED ALONE, AND HE ALONE DIED FOR US ALL, NOT YOU, NOR I SUFFERED AS CHRIST.  NO GREATER LOVE, CAN BE COMPARED TO THE LOVE, HE SHOWED MANKIND AND HE ALONE! 


THE JUDGEMENT OF EYE SAYERS, WHO JUDGE WHAT THEY SEE, AND NOT WHAT THEY KNOW IN OTHERS, ARE AN INTERFERING WITH GOD'S PLAN OF SALVATION FOR MAN. MAN IS SO WEIGHT DOWN WITH GUILT, PAIN, SHAME AND UNFORGIVABLE WRONGS. THE REFLECTION OF, SO CALLED SAINTS, HAS PLACED THEIR OWN TONGUES ON THE LIVES OF THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD THEY DEEM SINNERS:  IT SISTRACTS MAN FROM A PURE WALK IN GOD, HERE ON EARTH, CAUSING MAN TO FALL OUT OF LINE WITH THE PLAN OF SALVATION FOR THEIR OWN SAKE. THIS PREVENTS FROM KEEPING AN OPEN MIND, ENOUGH, TO SEEING CHRIST, AS GOD, AND NOT MAN AS GOD!  MAN AGAINST MAN, IS THE REAL ENEMY OF GOD!  HOW CAN YOU SERVE TWO MASTERS, YOU WILL LOVE ONE AND HATE THE OTHER.  WE ARE TO AIDE CHRIST, THROUGH  MAN BY WAY OF  A PRESET PLAN OF SALVATION, ALREADY SET IN THE WORD OF GAD.  NOTHING ELSE IS NEED TO BE ADDED TO HIS SET PLAN OF SALVATION FOR MAN. WHAT GOD SAID, HE WILL FULFILL, AND HIS WORD CANNOT COME BACK TO HIM VOID!


IF CHRIST DID NOT COME TO CONDEMNED THE WORLD THEN WE ART NOT TO CAUSE OTHERS TO FEEL CONDEMNATION, FOR THE SAKE OF CHRIST! LOVE ONE ANOTHER, THAT IS OUR MAIN CHRISTIAN REQUIREMENT! LOVE ONE ANOTHER, AS CHRIST LOVED US! WE SHALL ALL OVERCOME SOME SAY! WE SHALL OVERCOME!


TO THOSE WHO ARE DISCOURAGED, AND HAS LOST THEIR WAY, BE ENCOURAGED KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NOT UNDER ANY MICROSCOPE BY MAN OF CHRIST! WE ALL HAVE SINNED AND FALL SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD!  GOD WILLS IN US ALL RIGHTEOUSNESS, BUT GOD ALONE, AND HIM ALONE, WILL JUDGE ALL MEN EQUALLY ACCORDING TO THEIR OWN DEEDS.


SIN HAS NO MEASURE! ALL SIN IS SIN! YOUR SIN IS NOT ANY LESS SIN THEN MY SINS!  WE ARE ALL SINNERS IN NEED OF A SAVIOR, WHO IS CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD! HE IS OUR SWEET AND LOVING SAVIOR, WHO DIED IN OUR PLACE, TO RESTORE LIFE UNTO US, AS A PEOPLE OF GOD, TO REIGN WITH HIM SOMEDAY VERY SOON!


I LOVE YOU!
ROSETTA NESBITT
(QUEENOFLOVE)

♥ THE WORLDS HEART BEAT ♥

____________________________

This dream We've awaken from

shows a world with low self- love,

pretending, save the games.

Oh what a world to believe in again!

To sings a song from the heart, we sing!

Loving ones self, is to love everybody else

that the heart beat of the world's love could be restored !

No harm no file!

So simple!

Love light and mild.

Imagine the greatness love could recover...

No tears

No wars

No hurts 

No chains holding... on to us!

Everyone one in love with themselves

would proclaim it 'love' as pure!

Secretes discovered

All bushes trimmed low

Reveals a saving grace

of a wonderful new place

Where love now lives and grows!

All for one and one for all

Peace restored

Loving is our reward!

Love yourself and the heart of the world can be restored!

ROSETTA NESBITT

Queenoflove..

~SPECIAL YOU~

~SPECIAL YOU~

You were created to be somebody with reason!

You have a special purpose of being here!

Your name is written in ink across many seas,

and oceans, far in a distant!

Your name speaks of your character

that tells of the strengths you truly have.

You are a diamond, once rough...

and hard now cut to perfection

Now smooth and soft to touch 

Proving your innocence house human form

Your value does not come

from those who analyze you, 

But trust your inner spirit 

that knows you well.

You may be shy,

but don't mistake your shyness for humility!

Humility comes from the deepest quiet- parts

of your inner consciousness

You know, those hidden parts 

that bond you to secrecy, 

while it shuts off the bowls

of exterior motive.

Hold your head up high!

Be all that you were created to be!

Dismiss all negative visitations 

send them away from you, packing...

far from your personal space!

Let it be said, that you are a royal priesthood!

A crown awaits you in Future bliss, of this land!

Make every step you take 

worthy of the attention you give to it!

Many things come to distract us from self-awareness

Pointing attention to everything and everyone else

It's misguiding our thoughts and directions!

You are valuable enough!

No more additives needed

You are salt evenly...

well seasoned to this life

Hold love close to your bold and beautiful self 

Be set free to wonder into curiosity

Agree with your inner man/woman

trusting what you feel

Let no negativities of free radical 

Make their home inside of you! 

Queenoflove

~~~~~~~~~<3~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~Love~~~~~~~~~

Although I do not have a man, 

to hold my hands, . . .

to take me out to dinner 

to give me chocolate candy treats

or a kiss on my cheek....

Although my heart is filled with invisible love

my flesh stands lonely, ...

broken into a million pieces.

When I stand at the door of my bedroom

looking at the empty spaces, 

unless I stand there myself 

no one else will dare to stare....

Although the love in my heart

runs deep, my soul is set on fire

with flames filled with smoke

that chokes me, causing 

floods of tears to filled my eyes.

I am reminded to just stay grateful

that I am still alive.....

I see beautiful flowers blooming, it's ego colors

 spreading far as my eyes can see...

Yes...

 I enjoy how sweet it is ....

just to see how "bitter-sweet," 

living this life can be!

When I see my friends around me

closely shielding me from all harm,

My blood began to boil    

.... Pumping out A 

"Hallelujah"

I got friends who loves me, so

I hold my head up high, and stand up tall!

when I look about my life

 things that I've enjoyed

I hold the memory closely

never letting them go...

for in  these memories

 will I always, you, adore.

To be loved, is to love someone else

Jesus paid the price, and 

placed his love in me, no doubt,

now I carry His mantel of love

“I hope!”

to you and all the world, to various folks to cope!

Like a boomerang, ...

your love comes  flooding  back to me!

I see it in your eyes, 

all the love given by many,  

I see familiar love 

A love I sent out over my  life span

coming back to land on me.

 I have lots of love bursting to come out, 

but in order for me to be filled

it has to come back into me! 

I am invested into the love I am! ♥ ♥ ♥ 

Happy valentine, to (((((All))))) 

MY LOVE FLOWERS

True love is not that box of chocolate,

or the hugs, and empty bedrooms,

or even the loneliness I may feel!

True love is having A friend like you

that will walk this lonely life with me,

and will love me back, when

the love I've given to you 

comes back as loving me! 

~~~~~~~~~~LOVE~~~~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~~~<3~~~~~~~~~~~~

Queenoflove

~FATHER JESUS~

May 24 2012

I TRUST THEE O LORD

I LOVE THEE ALWAYS

MY SOUL LOANS FOR YOU

SOMETIMES FATHER I CRY HARD, WHEN WE TALK

MY HEART POURS OUT GRATITUDE, 

AND THANKSGIVING TO YOU

I AM SAD SOMETIMES WITH THE PAINS OF OLD

EVEN THE HUMAN TEMPTATIONS, 

COMMON ONLY TO MAN SADDENS ME.

SOMETIME LORD, I SIT IN WONDER,

IF MY HEART WILL BEAT ONE MORE TIME

IF I WILL BREATH DEEPLY IN, AND

MY BREATH NOT COME BACK OUT

FAITH AND HOPE ARE MY FIBULATOR 

THEY BOTH SHAKE ME TO MY SENSES, ...

EVER KEEPING MY EYES FOCUSED IN YOU.

I KNOW THAT THINGS TODAY ARE ....

THE SAME AS THE WERE YESTERDAY,

BECAUSE YOU SAID 

NOTHING UNDER THE SUN WAS NEW, 

BUT HAD ALWAYS BEEN 

THE REFLECTION OF OUR OWN VANITY.

BRING PEACE TO MY BROW 

MAKE MOTION MY WAYS TOWARD YOU, O LORD.

LET ME SEE THE VISIONS 

OF YOUR PRESENCE CLOSE TO ME

LAY ME DOWN NEXT TO YOU 

THAT I AM WARMED BY YOUR BOILING BLOOD

THE BLOOD YOU GAVE UP FOR ME,

 AND ALL MAN KIND.

THANK YOU 

FOR I AM GRATEFUL

I AM THANKFUL

I AM THE BEST OF YOUR CREATIONS

NOTHING MORE I EXPECT FROM YOU

TO MAKE ME ANY MORE OVER.

I KNOW NOW THAT I MUST 

TRANSFORM MY MIND

CONFORM MY WAYS, ... 

TO YOU, AND YOUR WILL

KEEP ME AND I SHALL BE KEPT

WASH ME AND I SHALL BE WASHED

CLEANSE ME WITH HYSSOP...

AND BATHE ME IN YOUR BURNING LOVE.

PLACE YOUR SEAL UPON MY HEAD, AND ...

LEAD ME AND GUIDE ME IN ALL THY WAYS 

YOUR DAUGHTER ROSETTA NESBITT

(QUEENOFLOVE)

~~~~~~<3~~~~~~~

~~<3 A Vision From Heaven <3~~

~~~~~~<3~~~~~~

i sit quietly pondering

waiting to hear that voice

to see that face

to be held closely in your arms of love

softly and all, so tenderly

i sit and i visualize

what does heaven look like?

what does it feel like?

Are the roads paved with gold, 

or does God even care that it is? 

Why Gold, and not clouds, fluffy and soft, 

with hardly any substance as ....

they are, but mire moisture's of mist.

Why would this earthly gold, valued little atom....

be of any importance as a substance ...

that heaven would have need to hold.

Then in my mind, I begin to wonder

i wondered around Gods thrown

i wondered around the halls long, and endless

i wondered around the twenty and four Elders.

Then i saw the twelve candle sticks, and 

i looked at their stands, to see what they were made of

Looking at them all i saw, that they really

had no substance, familiar to earth.

They had no labels, that man could place upon them.

i saw them, but they where untouchable by me.

Then i saw a light of firer, 

where it's light drew me close, and closer to it.

The firer begin to present to a  dance,....

as did the cloud paved road, down that long hallway.

The thrown, even begin to dance.

i am looking around, and i see the Angels 

they all filed the spaces around everything there.

Just when the Angels begin to sing, all others danced.

Everything danced a dance like i had never seen, 

by the human eyes before.

The twenty four Elders all stood up in unison,

while stretching out their arms toward the sky.

Can you believe it!

There is a sky even in heaven!

All of a sudden, i saw these people....

flocking toward a space,...

i would never call this space a room, mainly,

because it had no end to it in sight.

The people all wore white, but not of cloth.

The substance of their coverings, was of glowing light.

The room was instantly filled with a fragrance,

At this point, a smell of one of my childhood memories, 

filled my nose, with a sweet smell,

A country scented,... 

like fresh melon, 

A spring freshness,

As only my flesh, could proclaim. 

The smell was breath taking, and sweet.

A smell sweeter then a honey bee' nectar, would taste.

The smell swerved around everyone's nose, 

It had a look of smoke, i could see it.

The smell filled the nose's of everybody in the room

as, if a living being in, and of itself.

Then it happened! 

It happened!

my mouth stood widely open! 

my eye refuse to blink!

O, Can it be?

O, Can it be?

Wow! 

Can this Be Him?

NO! NO! NO! NO! NO! 

i said it until each one of my no's,

turned into a small soft whispers.

It was unbelievable to me that i could be here!

Lightening begin to bolt, and crackle, loudly!

The Sun began to burn real flames of firer!

Fume of a thin smoke covering each person in the Room

As all the bodies around disappeared into it. 

They must have become one with it, as it consumed them... 

because, i could only see their image, 

poking through it in details with depth.

A still voice, soft, and tender, spoke clearly,

what, i never expected to understand.

i did understand!

i did understand!

i did! i did!

i did understand it!

God?

It was him Coming!

His Son in His arms lifted from the floor

God was carrying His only Son. 

Walking into His own presence with floods 

of tears falling, effusively, from his eyes.

His eyes, i can not relate anything familiar to,... 

but i only understand them to be His eyes,  

inevitably so, not like human eyes.

my heart dropped to my feet!

my feet slips out from under me!

Urine poured out of control, out of me!

i fell flat, with my face down to the floor,...

as my legs no longer could hold me up.

It felt as if i was about to explode, into infinity...

as God drew near to me.

Tears still falling from his eyes.

The room filled with floods of rivers, and

rivers of water from His tear, crying from his face.

i spoke secretly to the water,...

that covering my whole face and body

in a small whispering voice.

What must I do?

The water said back to me:

The Deity of our,... 

Divine One

Omnipotent One 

Supreme Glory One 

the Holy of Holy 

the Essence of everything Big, and Small, 

He wants you to hold out your hands.

i sobbed uncontrollably, 

saying, why me?

What am i? 

Who am i that i should reach my earthy vessel,.. 

filthy and disgusting!

i am nothing, but dust!

i am a spake that firer sucks in with one dance

The water said, 

He wants you to take His Son into your Arms.

i said, with tears, bigger then my eyes had ever known,....

NO! NO! NO! NO! 

i can not do this! 

Surely i will die!

i am not worthy in this body, to even look upon Him.

The water said, you don't choose, He does!

i reached my hands forward with great tumbling,...

like a volcano eruption.

i move my hands toward the Deity, of the Divine One.

God placed His Son in my arms.... :T: :T:

Wow!

Then my bowls rolled internally, 

like a nuclear explosion!

my mind and body working hard together, 

daring anything to come out of me,

is now released inside me.

In great distress i looked upon His face, and saw that 

He was bused, the way the people left Him...

He was bloody, the way the people left Him!

He had the vines still stuck inside of his head, 

the way the people left Him

His side had a hole in it, that exposed His very organs, 

the way the people left him

His hands and feet had a transparent hole...

that you could see all the way through other side.

i felt Our God's pain, 

The Father of a Son, of Himself

IT HURTS.....

IT HURTS.....

IT HURTS.....

LORD IT HURTS....

FATHER, IT HURTS i spoke sobbingly......

Jesus looks up at me,... 

reaching His bused hands to my face, 

and catches all my tears.

Then  He begins to drink them.

He whispers to me, so close that ...

i could feel His breath tickled my ears.

With a painstaking sound to His voice, He Said, 

””I am thirsty my child!””

you have fulfill me with your tears.

At that moment a 

“”blood mixed tear”” fail from His eyes

when He said to me, don't worry! 

my Father trust your heart with me.

If he gave Me to you,.... 

separated me from Himself in the safety of His  Arms

to have and to hold, then you are now Mine.

Now I behold you to me.

At that very moment, i had no breath of my own

Just then, the air left my body! 

Jesus, my Lord, got up from me, before i could fall, 

and crabbed me in a reprieve from the flood

that could have drowned me, 

as it filled unlimited spaces around us. 

my eyes returned me to my sight, 

i looked up at him with gratitude, 

with a pleading mercy from my eyes, to His,...

When suddenly we exchanged positions.

Now it was i, in the arms of Jesus.

He was holding me, and i begin to drink of His tears

like a mother breast feeding her baby, Jesus filled my thirst.

i looked into His eyes, we both met with our eyes and became one. 

Gazing, close with desperation, i said in a small whisper, 

<3 Jesus, You fulfill me with your tears <3

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Written by: Rosetta Nesbitt

On: May 25th 2012

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