Thursday, July 5, 2012

JESUS I AM SORRY



JESUS I AM SORRY


Please have mercy upon us, your children

Please show us how! 
Show us the way to your heart!
My heart Bleeds to know you more!
In spite of me, I will always serve you!
No matter what someone say!
No matter what come, what may!
Because I love you more then I even love myself!
If we were right with you, man would not fall so much!
If we let you handle it, we would press on in the storms
It's because we have the storms that we have you so near!
Jesus I am sorry! :T: :T: :T: :T:
~♥~ Flowers for Jesus ~♥~

LOVE


There is no other Love, like the Love of Jesus!
We human's search and we search for love, but
when love shows up we don't even recognize it!
Love is guiltless
Love is forgiving
Love is long-suffering
Love is peace keeping
Love is patient
Does any of these describe us! No!
Being human we need new mercies everyday.
Daily, if we stay in Jesus, He will teach us how to love others, His way!

FOOD FOR THOUGHT




FOOD FOR THOUGHT *(THOUGHT THIS COULD HELP US ALL KEEP THINGS IN PERSPECTIVE)*
Stop wanting and start seeking
Stop expecting and start believing
Stop begging and start receiving
Stop doubting practice your faith
Stop hurting and start healing
Stop hoping and start seeking truth, hope is there
Stop tearing down and start building up
Stop feeling and start seeing reality
Stop fighting and start praying, vengeance is mine said the Lord
Stop flirting with sin and start loving on God
Stop being a hindrance and start encouraging
Stop crying and start seeing pain, as troubles  being arrested by God
Stop losing and start pressing toward the high calling of God
Stop leaving church and blaming God for man's failures, take personal responsibility.
Stop blaming humans being for what is common to man, and let go of wrong
Stop sitting back and letting life ride you by, and start living
Stop trying to control who, and what you cannot control, check your motives.
Stop compromising who you are and start following your passion
Stop giving in and up, and leaving nothing left to work toward, start moving onward.
Stop thinking life is a solo, when it's an orchestral, chorus start singing IN UNISON 
Stop sleep walking and start waking up  

STOP MAKING PEOPLE WORK TO LOVE YOU,...
THE PRICE YOU CHARGE IS NOT WORTH US LOSING OURSELVES OVER, AND 
START GIVING YOUR FRIENDSHIP TO ALL ANYWAY!
ROSETTA NESBITT
(QUEENOFLOVE)


GOD

LET YOUR LOVE FILL ME
LET YOUR PEACE SUBMERGE ME
LET YOUR SPIRIT COVER ME
LET YOUR WILL BE MINE
LET YOUR LIGHT SURROUND ME
LET ME NOT FEAR WHAT EVIL CAN DO TO ME
RATHER I, FEAR IN REFERENCE GOD OVER ALL!
AMEN




THANK YOU

Thank you to all my beautiful friends

I have felt your love
I have felt you loyalty
I have felt you compassion
I have felt your warmth
I have felt your hearts
I have felt your close friendships
I have felt you embrace
I have felt your companionship
I have felt your blessings
i have felt much encouragement
I have felt your love energies
I have felt your healing energies
I have felt your energies of blessings
My heart bleed out love deep in the core me
I am overwhelmed with love for you all that I have tears
You are wonderful friends, sisters, brothers, Cousins, family.
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
Let it be know that I Loves each and every one of you!

GRATITUDE



Do you know why i have such gratitude: 
It's because it's been my experience, that people that you 
love are here today, and can be gone tomorrow. 

I saw a quote once that said,
 never put off tomorrow what you can do today, 
cause tomorrow may never come! 

We Are one people one love, all in the same boat. 
We needs to come out of selflessness, 
selfishness it is draining us of ourselves. 

I feel the best way to refill one's self truthfull
 is through kindness, and love, giving to others! 

I love you  like there is no tomorrow, 
because today is here, but tomorrow do not exist today!

COMPLETELY WRAPPED


THE PACKAGE IS NOT COMPLETELY WRAPPED,
UNTIL THE GIFT IS INSIDE IT! 
GOD GAVE US HIS SON, AS A GIFT TO SAVE US. 

A). WHAT GIFTS DO WE GIVE HIM IN RETURN?

1. LIVING LIFE WELL ENOUGH WITHOUT FEAR.
2. TRANSFORMING OUR MINDS FROM WRONG DOINGS!
3. KEEPING HOPE ALIVE!
4. NEVER GIVING UP!
5. WAKING UP TO REALITY, AND NOT SLEEPING IN DELUSIONS!
6. NEVER LOSE YOUR FAITH, IN THE EYES OF MAN'S JUDGEMENT, FOR DOING WELL.

FACT:
WE ARE NOT HERE TO IMPRESS MAN.
NOR ARE WE HERE TO MAKE MAN FEEL LIKE
WE ARE SUPER BEINGS, FLAWLESSLY, LIVING WELL (BLINDED).
A MAN THAT BELIEVES HIS OWN LIE,
DIES AT THE HANDS OF WHAT OTHERS JUDGE WITH THEIR EYES:
SEEKING TO BE EXCEPTED, OVER LIVING TRUTHFULLY.

GOD SEE OUR INSIDES, AND EVIL ALWAYS JUDGE THE OUTSIDE.

THE DIVINE HIDDEN SECRET, TO BEING A CONQUER IN LIFE,
IS BY LIVING WHAT IS TRUE INTERNALLY,...
AND DYING BY THAT, WHICH, IS BIRTH OUT OF DECEPTION!
IS WHAT YOU SEE REAL, OR DECEPTION: (IT'S YOUR LIFE, YOU JUDGE)

THE SIN FACTOR,




*******THE TRUE PATH TO GOD IS NOT THROUGH CONDEMNATION BUT CONFESSION OF SIN!******

THE SIN FACTOR, IS AN INDUCED GUILT AND SHAME STAGNATION, WEIGHING DOWN MAN'S STRENGTH TO  STABILIZE IN TRUE SALVATION, WHILE CAUSING CONDEMNATION  AS A STAGNATION FROM MAN'S AVAILABLE REDEMPTION: THAT EVERY MAN AND WOMAN  HAVE RIGHTS TO, AS SINNERS, THEM HE HAS CALLED TOO HIMSELF, LIFE ETERNALLY.  GOD SAID, HE DID NOT COME TO CONDEMNED THE WORLD, BUT THAT THE WORLD THROUGH HIM MAY BE SAVED, BY HIM!

CHRISTIANS LET UP, STOP POURING CONDEMNATION AND GUILT ON PEOPLE TO TRY TO GET THEM TO CONFORM TO OUR WAY!  IT IS CAUSING A BACKLASH ON WHAT YOU WANT FROM THEM! WE CLAIM TO LEAD THEM TO GOD, BUT GOD ALONE SAVES, AND MAN HAS TO FIND THIS KNOWLEDGE THROUGH SELF-AWARENESS, THAT THEY ARE SINNERS. THEY GOTTA KNOW THAT THEY ARE SINNERS IN NEED OF SALVATION  FOR THEMSELVES TO RECEIVE IT! TRANSFORMING FROM SIN IS NOT A GIFT THAT COMES WRAPPED IN A BOW FROM A FRIEND. 

SALVATION IS INTIMATELY AN ALONE THING, TO GET, BUT A BROAD CELEBRATED THING AFTER IT IS GOTTEN! WE CANNOT POINT OUT THEIR SINS, AS SINNER UNSAVABLE IN JUDGEMENT ACCORDING TO WHAT WE SEE WHEREWITH ALL OBSERVING WITH THE EYE!  

AN ALCOHOLIC MUST FIRST ADMIT TO BEING AN ALCOHOLIC, TO RECEIVE THE HELP AVAILABLE TO THEM.  WE ARE TO EXULT WITH LOVE, ALL MAN WITHOUT FAVORITISM, TO CHRIST, TO SALVATION ONLY, THOUGH, LOVE AND SUPPORT NOT TRAVEL ON THEIR BACKS, IN EVERY AREA OF THEIR SALVATION IN ACCUSATION FORMED WITH GUILT INDUCED PRODDING! WE DON'T HAVE A HEAVEN NOR A HELL TO PUT NO ONE IN; THEREFORE, WE ARE TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER, EXULT ONE ANOTHER, AND BUILD EACH OTHER UP IN LOVE. 

RESTORE SUCH A ONE, WHO HAS LOST HIS OR HER WAY. LOVE THEM AS CHRIST LOVE US AS THEY ARE WITHOUT JUDGEMENT! YE WHO HAVE NO SIN CAST THE FIRST STONE! CHRIST GAVE HIS ONLY LIFE, FOR THE SAKE OF SAVING US FROM OUR OWN SINS.  HE SUFFERED ALONE, AND HE ALONE DIED FOR US ALL, NOT YOU, NOR I SUFFERED AS CHRIST.  NO GREATER LOVE, CAN BE COMPARED TO THE LOVE, HE SHOWED MANKIND AND HE ALONE! 

THE JUDGEMENT OF EYE SAYERS, WHO JUDGE WHAT THEY SEE, AND NOT WHAT THEY KNOW IN OTHERS, ARE AN INTERFERENCE WITH GOD'S PLAN OF SALVATION FOR MAN. MAN IS SO WEIGHT DOWN WITH GUILT, PAIN, SHAME AND UNFORGIVABLE WRONGS. THE REFLECTION OF, SO CALLED SAINTS, HAS PLACED THEIR OWN TONGUES ON THE LIVES OF THE PEOPLE OF THE WORLD THEY DEEM SINNERS:  IT DISTRACTS MAN FROM A PURE WALK IN GOD, HERE ON EARTH, CAUSING MAN TO FALL OUT OF LINE WITH THE PLAN OF SALVATION FOR THEIR OWN SAKE. THIS PREVENTS FROM KEEPING AN OPEN MIND, ENOUGH, TO SEEING CHRIST, AS GOD, AND NOT MAN AS GOD!  MAN AGAINST MAN, IS THE REAL ENEMY OF GOD!  HOW CAN YOU SERVE TWO MASTERS, YOU WILL LOVE ONE AND HATE THE OTHER.  WE ARE TO AIDE CHRIST, THROUGH  MAN BY WAY OF  A PRESET PLAN OF SALVATION, ALREADY SET IN THE WORD OF GOD.  NOTHING ELSE IS NEED TO BE ADDED TO HIS SET PLAN OF SALVATION FOR MAN. WHAT GOD SAID, HE WILL FULFILL, AND HIS WORD CANNOT COME BACK TO HIM VOID!

IF CHRIST DID NOT COME TO CONDEMNED THE WORLD THEN WE ART NOT TO CAUSE OTHERS TO FEEL CONDEMNATION, FOR THE SAKE OF CHRIST! LOVE ONE ANOTHER, THAT IS OUR MAIN CHRISTIAN REQUIREMENT! LOVE ONE ANOTHER, AS CHRIST LOVED US! WE SHALL ALL OVERCOME SOME SAY! WE SHALL OVERCOME!

TO THOSE WHO ARE DISCOURAGED, AND HAS LOST THEIR WAY, BE ENCOURAGED KNOWING THAT YOU ARE NOT UNDER ANY MICROSCOPE BY MAN OF CHRIST! WE ALL HAVE SINNED AND FALL SHORT OF THE GLORY OF GOD!  GOD WILLS IN US ALL RIGHTEOUSNESS, BUT GOD ALONE, AND HIM ALONE, WILL JUDGE ALL MEN EQUALLY ACCORDING TO THEIR OWN DEEDS.

SIN HAS NO MEASURE! ALL SIN IS SIN! YOUR SIN IS NOT ANY LESS SIN THEN MY SINS!  WE ARE ALL SINNERS IN NEED OF A SAVIOR, WHO IS CHRIST JESUS OUR LORD! HE IS OUR SWEET AND LOVING SAVIOR, WHO DIED IN OUR PLACE, TO RESTORE LIFE UNTO US, AS A PEOPLE OF GOD, TO REIGN WITH HIM SOMEDAY VERY SOON!

I LOVE YOU!
ROSETTA NESBITT
(QUEENOFLOVE)

SOMEONE SPECIAL



I WROTE THIS FOR SOMEONE SPECIAL, BUT AS I THOUGHT MORE ABOUT IT: 
SO MANY OF MY FRIENDS AND I COULD USE THIS AFFIRMATION AS WELL, SO THOUGHT I WOULD SHARE IT PUBLIC ALLY!

AFFIRMATION....
WE THINK IT IS MAN THAT WE PRIVATELY LOAN FOR AND MISS SO MUCH, BUT WE ARE NOT FLESH BOUND, WE ARE SPIRIT BOUND; THEREFORE, WE DO NOT RASSEL AGAINST FLESH AND BLOOD, BUT WITH SPIRIT, FOR SOUND MIND. 

THE TRUTH IN US, SEEKS TO FIND A TRUTH OUTSIDE OF US, YET WE TEND TO SEEK GOD'S TRUTH FOR US, IN MAN, AND NOT WITHIN OURSELVES. OUR LOANING'S, ARE JUST OUR SOULS CRYING OUT TO FIND ITSELF, WHEN WE DO NOT LIVE WHAT WE REALLY ARE, OUR SOUL AND SPIRIT SUFFERS.

WE ARE RASSELING WITH FEELINGS OF HELPLESSNESS, AND LOSS RELATIONSHIPS WITH A SENSE OF COMPLACENT, BUT AFTER WE FIND THE CONTENTMENT FROM A PEACEFUL PLACE WITHIN, OTHERS CAN JOIN US THERE. THIS WILL LEAVE US EMOTIONALLY UNTOUCHABLE TO HURTS, AND PAIN ON A REGULAR BASIS. YET, UNTIL THEN, WE ARE WIDE OPEN, AND OUR LOANING'S ARE OUT OF RANGE WITH OUR REALITY.

WE CANNOT TOUCH OUR OWN TRUTH, NOR OUR OWN REALITY UNTIL WE FIND IT FOR OURSELVES FIRST, AND THEN NO ONE CAN TOUCH US WHERE OUR EMOTIONS SIT IN PRIVATE, QUIETLY WITH PEACE AS OUR MATE!

SEEK YOUR DIVINE HIGHER POWER (GOD OVER ALL). WHEN WE STOP DISAPPOINTING HIM, THEN WE STOP DISAPPOINTING OURSELVES TOO!
~♥~ ROSETTA NESBITT ~♥~
~♥~ (QUEENOFLOVE)~♥~

STRONG


STRONG
I AM A STRONG PERSON! DON'T GET IT CROCKETT! IT'S NOT FROM LACKING A STRUGGLE AT ALL, IT DOES TAKE STRENGTH, BUT THE STRENGTH PART TAKES A DECISION,TO STAY WITH IT. THEN THE PHYSICAL STRENGTH IS APPLIED TO THE DECISION! 
WELL ...I KEEP GOING, AND GOING, AND GOING, AND GOING, IN SPITE OF WHAT HAS BEEN DONE TO ME. I REFUSE TO LET EVIL DEFEAT THE GOD IN ME! 

I SPEAK THIS INTO MYSELF:THAT I SHALL LIVE AND NOT DIE!I SHALL STAND AND NOT GIVE IN!I AM A CONQUEROR!I WILL LET GOD HAVE ALL MY BATTLESAND TRUST HIM TO GET ME THROUGH THEM ALL.THIS IS WHAT MANY CALL STRONG: BUTTO ME IT'S NOTHING SPECIAL...JUST A DECISIONFOLLOWED BY ACTIONS,FOLLOWED BY FAITH,FOLLOWED BY TRUSTING INMY GOD TO BRING ME THROUGH,AND REVENGE SHALL BE SWEET IN JESUS MOUTH ....NOT MINE!SO, I LOVE ON!




World Heal Thy Self 
--------------------------- 

Oh world, heal thyself
I speak on....
healing our world!
I speak on ....
peace to our world!
Oh, world heal thyself
The world is filled with sadness. . . 
where pain never ceases to end. . .
and the state of the union
starts a brand new beginning
where secret societies are hidden within.
where does the chaos in this world end. . .
and the peace of our world begin?
Men with savage ideas
turns our peaceful world
into beastly humans. . .
with predator skills
hungry for money
hungry or fame
trying to live
and earn a new name.
Hum hah!
Yeah. . .
It has us in an uproar. . . 
trying to make an old world new
makes no common sense to do
Can't they see that they live here too?
Don't they know that they're not invincible . . .
to reaping nature's dues
sowing into stupid school
using uncommon practices
still in the hypothesis stages. . .
with only insensible clues.
Claims to the lands of this world... 
belong to no one man
Peace directs a heavenly calm
Peace to the world. . .
We all sing, . . .
In a Christmas song .
military chaos . . .
exercising military strong arms

Them, also saying. . .
maybe the world we're in
needs a whole new world order. . .
out with the old
trying to give birth . .
to brand new world
Hum, huh!
Yeah!
they say. . .
all should be cleansed
While they turn red flushed faces...
Into eyes that are blue . . .
cloning humans, is what they do
trying to make an already perfect world. . .
into what is just . . .
human dazzle dew!
Oh but . . . Wait 
Peace!
they yell . . .
please help us find a common ground
Where peace in this world can be found
mental anguish is singling out peace
in the world without a throne
for our God to even rest his sore feet on 
babies crying
father's and mother's. . .
dying little boys . . .
With hormones gone wild
innocent girls chased
deemed man toys
degrading - defaced
Man, provoking fearful screams . .
crying tears of river streams
creating songs of blues. . .
while living in solitude

The souls of human- beings 
lost in their inner child. . .
Living in an unstable world . .
without meaning
in a life where many
are very demeaning. . .
 empty swings
vacant airports
piled up cars
road raging within
Wanting things their way
every thing in a world of zing zing
ready for revenge. . .
shooting guns in
in a boxing ring
Yet,
with our mouths
We say we want our Lord to come
Men searching only in hollow places
Man's search for peace
Man's search for meaning
Man's search for calm . . .
after a storm
Yet. . .
All the long
Laying dormant In our world
right here the whole time . . .
Lye's healing
sitting in a place of peace. . .
right, where we need it to be.
Oh, Peace'
the yell . . .
please help us find a common ground
Where peace in this world can be found
mental anguish is singling out peace
in the world without a throne
for our God to even rest his sore feet on
So, I say,
God. . .
Show us peace and healing
in our world, and heal our land!
I'll say it again . . .
bring peace and healing to our world. . .
and heal our land!
I'll say it loudly, one more time. . .
Lord please
bring peace and healing to our world. . .
And heal our land!
Author: Rosetta Nesbitt

LOVE IS WISE




(((((((( (LOVE IS THE THEME )))))))))
(((((( WHAT IS LOVE))))))

LOVE HAS NO FACE
LOVE DON'T NEED TO HAVE A FACE
LOVE IS BLIND

LOVE IS WISE


LOVE HEALS THE BROKEN HEARTED
LOVE MAVELS AT YOUR PAIN, AND WILL BARE SOME OF THE BURDEN
LOVE CAN NOT BE MARKED
LOVE CAN NEVER BE COUNTERFIT
LOVE IS NOT ARGUEMENTIVE
LOVE CAN NEVER BE DRAFT INTO YOUR STATE
LOVE HAD A MIND
LOVE IS POWERFUL
LOVE IS PURE
LOVE IS DEVINE
LOVE IS SPIRITUAL
LOVE IS NOT SANTA CLAUS
LOVE IS NOT STUFF
LOVE IS INVISIABLE, BUT FELT

LOVE SPEAKS A WORD THAT RESTORES YOU, AND MAKE YOU WHOLE AGAIN
LOVE IS ALIVE

LOVE IS A PLANT
LOVE IS A SEED, THAT CAN SPROUT IT'S ROOTS OVER THE WHOLE CONTENANT, OF EARTHS GLOB
(((((( WHAT IS LOVE?))))))))

LOVE REACH YOU AT THE HIGHEST MOUTAIN
LOVE WILL GO WITH YOU TO THE LOWEST VALLIES

LOVE UNDERSTAND YOU WHEN NO ONE ELSE CARES TO
LOVE WILL NEVER WALK AWAY, JUST LEAVE YOU TO PASS ON TO ANOTHER, THEN IT RETURN TO YOU WHOLE
LOVE IS THE LONGEST POEM EVER WRITTEN
THERE IS NO MATCH FOR LOVE
LOVE CAN NEVER BE CHALLENGED FOR WHO IT IS, BECAUSE WHAT CAN STAND UP TO IT
LOVE IS INNOCENT, MORE THEN A NEW BORN
LOVE IS WHAT IT IS!
REAL LOVE IS TO BE, NOT TO SAY
LOVE IS FREE AS A BIRD
((((((WHAT IS LOVE?))))))
LOVE IS PATIENT
LOVE SUFFERES LONG
LOVE IS NOT PERVERTED
LOVE GIVE TRUTH EVEN WHEN IT CAN'T BE HEARD
LOVE WILL FLOAT
LOVE WILL FLY
((((((WHAT IS LOVE?))))))
LOVE WILL MOVE ABOUT IN A FORIEGN LAND TO KNOW YOU
BUT YOU CAN NEVER REALLY KNOW LOVE!
LOVE IS A FRIEND, TO LAY DOWN IT'S LIFE
LOVE IS A MOTHER, WHEN YOU ARE MOTHERLESS

LOVE IS ALL THINGS, THAT IS, THAT IS  NOT, THAT IS TO COME, THAT IS TO BE
LOVE CAN'T BE OWNED BY NONE

LOVE CAN REACH YOU WITHOUT REASON
(((((WHAT IS LOVE?))))))
LOVE HAS NO NAME
LOVE IS HOMELESS
LOVE NEVER SLEEPS
LOVE SACRIFCIES ITSELF FOR OTHERS
LOVE DANCES WHEN WE CRY
LOVE CRIES WHEN WE DANCE
LOVE NEVER WONDERS
LOVE IS A DRIFTER


(((((WHAT IS LOVE?)))))))
LOVE IS LOVE
LOVE IS FREE
LOVE CAN NEVER BE SOLD
OR BARGENED WITH
LOVE DO NOT EVER HURT YOU,
WITHOUT SOMETHING GOOD IN IT FOR YOU TO GAIN,
LOVE IS NEVER WAVERING
LOVE CRIES IN OUR STEAD
((((((WHAT IS LOVE ))))))
IT MOVES ABOUT AROUND US, AND YET WE FAIL SOMETIMES TO RECOGNIZE IT
THATS BECAUSE LOVE NEVER STAYS IN ONE PLACE LONG ENOUGH TO BE SEEN, OR TOUCH,
OR FIGHT OVER,
OR MAKE HAST OF!
LOVE 'S RESIDUES, IS ALL WE CAN HAVE, OF LOVE, IN REAL TIME
UNTIL WE LEARN HOW TO LOVE, LOVE CAN NOT STAY WITH US
WE LOVE WITH OUR HEARTS, AND THATS OKAY,
BECAUSE LOVE IS HARD TO GAIN A REAL PERSECTIVE OF
LOVE IS VERY COMPLEX, YET SO SIMPLE!
((((((WHAT IS LOVE?))))))
LOVE IS GOD,
AND IN GOD ONLY WILL WE LEARN HOW TO LOVE ONE ANOTHER UNCONDITIONALLY.
LOVE TRAVELS ACROSS THE MANY SEA
WRITING YOUR NAME IN EACH WAVE, IT PASSES , IN REMEMBERANCE OF IT'S VISITS WITH YOU.
((((((THAT'S WHAT LOVE IS TO ME! ))))))
(((((((THERE IS NO END TO LOVE, SO THIS PEOM CAN NEVER BE COMPLETED))))))))

BY ROSETTA W. NESBITT
FIRST POEM OF THE YEAR!
JANUARY 2, 2011

An Argument with mother





An Argument with mother"

Part One:

Adult Child:
You may be my mother, but I am grown!
  Leave me alone!
You are always getting in my business!
Mine your own!
 You think you know so much, because you’re older!
I hate you!
Get out of my life, and leave me the hell alone.

Adult Child gone to church!
...Hey Bishop More!
Yes sir!
I am ready to Praise our Lord:
Hey ya'll whets up?
Ready for the move of God today!


Bishop:
Where is your Mother today?


Adult Child
 Oh she just was feeling bad today

 Bishop:
 Okay
I will pray for her!
Tell her we love her


Adult Child:
 I will Sir


Music starts: Service begins
 ...Shouting begins
Praises go up!
Speaking in tongues!
Thanking God for his mercy and love!

Adult Child:



Caught up in the worship

I submit to you Jesus!

Part two:

Adult Child:
Back home again:
  ...Hey mom!
 Why you sitting there like you done lost you best friend?
Why you acting like you mad?
 You suppose to be my mother, helping me!
 You act like you so right, all the time
 That’s why we don't get alone, now,
Because of your mouth
 That's why we fight so much!



Part Three 

Momma:
 ..Momma looks up at me with pain in her eyes and asks
How was the service today?

Adult Child:
The child says with excitement
Wow!
Momma!
You should have been there
We had a glorious time in the Lord
I got my shout on!
The power of God moved in that house today!

Momma:
Well dear how do you really know, it was God moving, in the house today?

Adult Child:
There you go again
Always trying to start something with me
 Stop being so dam sarcastic, and just say what you trying to say

Momma said:
Child after the way to talk to your mother today
 Do you really think that God
Would hear anything you got to say?
 Honey sometimes people pray up a mood. 
They are filled with excitement
  Shout a dance, of feel good
  They pray a pray of submission,
 And they even have the gale, to thank God for all the good feelings
They get from it all
They leave the church feeling happy and excited.
 You see, honey that’s called mind games
Physiologist and therapist use it all the time to get people
 To believe in themselves
 Some people can be excited about the doctors attempt to try to help them, while
 Others get a false climax from the excitement.
Others aren’t even a wear, when someone is reaching out to help save
 Them from themselves
  
Adult Child:
So, what you trying to say?

Momma
I am just saying this
 God does not play the Physiology game.
Either you are His, or you are not
When He touched you, His residue stays on you for a life time
God does not honor you, when you do not honor Him
The way you spoke to me, and went to church
Shouted all over the place, God was not in it!

Adult Child:
Momma, how you going to tell me, if I got God or not
You not me!
You think you know, so much, yet you know nothing.



Part Four:

Momma:
Well
Child
I'll say it like this....
I know enough to stay right in this spot, until God tells me to move

Adult Child:
What?
What you talking about mom?

Momma
Honey
God is a God of order
He does not hear
The way our ears hear
God hears with your actions
With how you treat people
With what do to people
You could have went to the club
Child!
And got those same results
You got at church today!
Now! Think for a minute
Who am I to you?

Adult Child said:
You my Mother

Momma:
Well Child
God is your Mother, too
Your father
Your sister
And your brother ...so the way you spoke to me
It is transferred directly to Him.
I don't think darkness and light can live together!
Light will always dominate darkness 
From the way I see it, child Light always out/do darkness in every time
How can you submit to God, 'when you can't submit to me?
Out of respect to God, because I am your mother
The one who loves you
I fed you
Took care of you
Made your feel safe
Nurtured you, when you were sick
I doctored you
Stayed up late at night, and nursed you!
Now do you think that I deserve your tones?
While I watch my own handy work
You!
...standing tall and grown here before me
You appear ungrateful and God see it!
He wants each of us to stand still, until we can learn to listen to each other.

Adult Child:
Well, that does make since.
 Momma!
God, Mothers, Father
If I can't respect you how will God hear me?

Momma:
Yes!
Thanks right honey! 
We must first learn how to love one another...
 Before we will even be given an ear form God
He said I would rather you be hot/cold, or
I will spit you out of my mouth
Can we talk civilized honey?

Adult Child: Cries :T:
Yes Mother!
I love you...
And I do love God
So I got to get it together and soon.
I am just afraid momma
Because I am grown now, and it too hard for me
To be my own
I am mad because at my age I am still home with you
You need me too more then I do you, and
I feel bad because I can't help you, even!
I feel like a failure!

Momma:
Well honey
You are not a failure
You are from me and I will support you
As for me
I think God He got me and you this far,
While taking care of you, He took care of us both 
We must be  where He wants us to be
Honey!
Can we start over?
Can we just kneel in prayer together and ask God's guidance?

Adult Child:
Ask God for what Momma?

Momma!
Ask God for guidance
Ask Him to help us to help each other
Ask Him to clear our understandings to His will for us both
He will give you what you need baby.
God knows already
He was just waiting on us.

Adult Child:
Well
What about the service today
Did' t God move in it
Yes...
 His spirit is a gift
He never  withholds His presence from us
 God is only activated in us
Right where we started
When He first show up
But with repentance, you and I both can activate the power of God in us
And He can do it right here,
Or anywhere you go
Not just in a building.
He is moving through us as we let Him
But can God reject a  house so filthy,
If nothing in it is good, or can be salvaged
You can't have God and the world too!

Adult Child:
I am sorry that I talked to you the way I did, momma
You are my Mother
The one, God chose to watch over me
I must stop wearing you down out
And love everything that I know is good about you
Forgive me Please Momma!
You are my diamond in the rough
Forgive me Please God!

Mother:
Forgive me Please Child!
Forgive me Please God!

Adult child:
Momma I feel free
Like, a weight lifted off me

Momma:
Me to child!

Adult Child
Me, too Momma!
Script By: Rosetta Nesbitt