Cries of a little Girl: Who never met herself
What’s on my mind?
I am soul searching!
...Lately
I have been learning so much
.....about where I come from
....And my fathers Masonic history!
...I am at a lost!
...To the idea
...that there's tears ..whaling up in me
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
Thinking!
...Now I see ...that the evil was still in me!
To know that I was born to a father of religious masonairy
......trying hard to control and live inside me!
I have seen with my eyes
...after well sort after wisdom
Wisdom is guiding its light
...flashing my way ...helping me to see!
I searched my heart
... To Find that God "T'is" there!
I search my mind
....and confusion has mated with a new mare.
.....I search my past
....saw that I have been catering to the evil
never knowing it was there!
...then I saw it all!
Eyes opened wide!
...I am now aware,
..... God did not have all of me.
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
...History be told
In my family
......evil set its blows and bore babies,
Torturing them at their ware!
Sexual perversion
.... Tearing at my inner
child as a patifiers in my brains,
little babies body's,
...little fat jubby babies legs!
.....Oh what pains.
...Now an adult
I've met my new me!
A one I never saw,
nor had any contact ....still!
With this information
.....Name of mason stuck out,
Traveled throughout my life
... my father's monkey on the back ...said the past
...Hold me there!
...unaware!
.....Evil did!
Fix me!
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
Knowing where you come from can dictate
...what you are,
...who you are ,
...Even where you are!
Demons and curses need living breathing beings
...or they will starve
So ..now I know!
Art that I have drawn
...has had the third eye.
Feelings I've been rasseling with
...are the spirits of despairs.
I'm not saying in return of an attacked ...the evil done was undeserved
only that I had responsibility, to stabilize my own affairs!
Never seen
.....by me
....before wisdom had held up a light
....and shined a light on me
if I entertain these historical demons...
they can use a one without
...such as being aware.
...I feel the tears of sorrow
whaling in my stomach
...First!
Then my eyes they poured tears... all along the way!
I think about the lost of my family's minds
....in strong delusions and
Fears of torment ring deeply
My heart cries for ..... my Lord to
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
Why can't we free our minds ...from spirits
..... out there?
.... My father miss-place ....unfairly!
Blindness clears.... now
...I can really see!
...But its not my fault!
... It wants to tell me!
...I never asked to be born in torment, or pain!
Its not my fault!
....Fallen demons called me out!
A father of lies deceiving many!
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
Rebirth can cleanse!
Rebirth can cleanse!
God please help me be reborn!
....Reborn me again!
Father God be mine,
...Reborn me again!
When I think that I do good
That historical demon pokes out it ugly head
reminding me of my birth!
Am I lost, and not aware?
Why not my mind ...be mine!
Who said ...demons were still there?
Demon of Delusions, and demon of despair!
Denounced,
...I the Evil father of my birth
I reconnect to God ...my soul
My spirit Lord, do I reconnect
so you now are in control!
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
I Dis-own the father of lies
that I was born to!
I Dis-own the torment he placed onto me!
Is not my life my own?
...to own?
Its mine to reclaim!
It mine to give in Jesus name!
I reclaim!
I reclaim!
I reclaim!
Jesus I reclaim you inside of me!
The Gospel of Jesus’ Adoption was offered to restore a life...
to those who had no choice!
To be born to a father with demonic human heirs were
... Rapes of force!
I am reclaimed ...Lord Jesus to you!
Be my father ....and free me!
Take my life ...or take it back unto thee!
At least if I had my life, I'd place me in your hands LORD JESUS
I could give "You" all of me!
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
Stay tuned Demons!
Stay tuned Devils!
........God is "Now" my Father.
Now that I am fully aware
I am persuaded... not to be separated from Thee, ever!
I have already given that privilege to Jesus
...for a salvation He gave to me!
...My will is not my own!
To Jesus Christ
...MY KING
....do I Fall on bended knee
...to honor Him at His thrown!
Fix me!
Fix me!
Lord Fix me!
...as only you can.
SEEKING FOR:
...freedom to ring!
...freedom to ring!
Queenoflove
A.K.A Rosetta Nesbitt
09/18/011 <3
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