Sunday, June 16, 2013

A Fatherless Child


**A fatherless child ***



Father you were there only

in discipline, but ...
your presences never mattered 
It never represented anythings worth remembering.


You went to jail, even though,

you claimed to have God.

Being a Bishop...

Did you forget to let him be God?


You gave God to us, and expected us to use him,

yet you never exercised his purpose
just your own agenda with a mask ...
that the devil himself shared, nor
did you ever show God's love really to me.

I do thank you for having me, but
being my father, Well

i need to think about that one.
Nevertheless,
i am

because of you.
Yet i am in spite of you!
My real Father, became

My father when you gave me away
to your many days of abuse and pains.
God told me that He was now my Father, and
He never laid a hand on me like you did, ...
mamma and me, she now in a grave

make it hard for me to breathe
God is my Father now and my mother.
He is everything i needed,that you,...
dear father
never gave, 

or never was.


Jesus really loves me

Jesus gave his life for me

with a love you never showed,
a love you never gave,...yet
 you managed to leave me
a fatherless child.



Rosetta W. Nesbitt

Queenoflove
June 16 2013

Saturday, June 8, 2013

A NEW DAY



*****<3 ******
You is Importance
You is Smart
You is Kind
You is Loved
You Matter
You are a given Thought
******<3 ******

     New day
**** <3 ****
The temperature is rising!
The sun shining bright above my head!
My emotions are subtitled down, 
and my spirit seek to lay quietly 
in the bed of your peace.
I am loved.

I seek to silence my heart  
to the betterment of my sanity.
for I know, Lord that you are always with me. 
For this reason, I am all that I can be,
hanging out with thee.

Thank you Lord 
for being always close to me 
Never leaving or letting me go.
Many days I couldn't blame you 
if you chose to flea..

Thank you Lord, for given me
many victories, as I kiss your lips, 
and seek your face.
I send thee all my praise.
It's for you, I am still living out my days.

As I lay my self prostrated at your feet,
your love has lifted me.
Much love do I have for thee.
I love thee, as we love each other
deep in the bossism 
of your Purest of Holiness and Divinity. 

I can tell Lord, that you love me,
because every time I awake, 
all I can think about, is 
you've given me a new day.
With each day you've given, 
new beginning has saved me.

All I want to do is Bless you!
All I want to do is Love you!
I want to tell you, all about my life, 
here on earth.
While I talk to you....
Excited, 
even my fears dissipate, 
whenever you are near.
Thank you Lord for this new day!

Rosetta W. Nesbitt
{05/08/2013(c)}
Queenoflove


Prayer

<3 God <3
Let me feel your love
Let your spirit cover me
Let your peace submerge me
Let your will be mine
Let your light surround me
Let me not fear what evil can do to me
rather I, fear in reverence God over all
<3 amen <3

Thursday, June 6, 2013

I AM GRATEFUL IN SPITE OF MYSELF!


 I AM GRATEFUL IN SPITE OF MYSELF!

*** <3 ***
You is smart
You is kind
You is important
You is loved
You matter
You are a given thought
*** <3 ***

THANK GOD FOR WAKING ME UP THIS MORNING!

TOPIC: I AM GRATEFUL IN SPITE OF MYSELF!

GOD YOU ARE THE CENTER OF MY LIFE
I REFUSE TO SIT YOU ON A SHELF, WHEN THINGS DON'T GO MY WAY.
I WILL REJOICE IN YOU WHEN I AM TROUBLED
AND CRY WITH YOU WHEN NO TROUBLES ARE NEAR
BE BLESSED THIS DAY LORD JESUS,  BE GLORIFIED!


CHARACTER....
WE ARE ALL CREATED WITH CHARACTER
WITH EACH CHARACTER MANY CAN CONNECT AND MANY CANNOT
I AM A SENSITIVE SOUL TO CARE MORE THEN I NEED TO, AND
THIS OFTEN CAUSE OTHER NOT TO UNDERSTAND ME, OR
THEY BECOME INTIMIDATED BY ME, BECAUSE
THEY CAN'T RELATE TO MY WAY OF THINKING.

I AM CALLED UNIQUE


I REQUEST YOUR PRAYERS LOVE FLOWERS
MY HEART HURTS A LITTLE.

ROSETTA W. NESBITT
QUEENOFLOVE

FRIENDSHIPS



 FRIENDSHIPS

I wanted to give you something wonderful to read while you are going through your day.  You won’t be board, I promise you. I wanted to take a moment to praise your effort for helping me to become a whole person, and sharing your face book lives with me. I  believe without you, that I wouldn't be a whole person, we are our brother and sister's keeper. 
When I met each of you, I was starting the process of change in my own life.  Young and still had a lot of things that had not challenged my growth as of yet, but I really am loving person after all that I have gone through. I really believe that God allowed you to put me in a position to be who I am today, because He wanted me to learn how to administer pure love to you all, the way I wanted to receive, before I could gain it for myself. 
I really think that there are people who were meant just for one another, and some are not.  People’s personalities don’t always match to produce a great team of friendships with godly-love matches. Look at me, I look young I feel young, but I am really an old soul, “only” wiser from a youthful traumatic life experience. I have grown to love and respect you all so much. You are an angel of mercy, a keeper of the gate, the guiding light to wisdom, and night warriors to my stability.  
God gave me a heart for the people and I aim to serve Him well. I see you as an example of God's love in action, examples of what God expects from all man kind. God said, treat your neighbor the way you would want to be treated, love your enemies, and those who despitefully use you, and that’s what I see in you, all good souls. Do your arms before men that they may see your good works, and aim to please only God in heaven, who created you. You are the great Samaritans of my life, making life more normal. I just wanted you to know this, because I just did.
 I remember the day that you first came into my life, as if it was just yesterday, the sound of your pokes at my door of my face book profile.  I remember your expressions in your comments with feeling of  peace and acceptance, love and care. I knew you were the help that I needed to help correct the definition of a godly-love inside me too,which taught me patience, that helped me to believe in myself, and my own strength. I must confess that I needed mature, loving receivers of my love, who is wise in working with me, because that’s what I was all about myself.  I learned what things that I could do to improve on my life.  
I wish that I could wave a magic wound and give every suffering person their own angle. The good people in life ‘like you’ mean a lot to me. I send you Angles who would take joy in doing their job. I personally like to serve.  Take care to know that all your works of labor would be rewarded by God only. I wish for People would not ever age. I would make it so that the body would stay perfect all the time. You would never get tired of the love that would rain down on you always would sustain you. Are you getting the picture? :>)  
Imaging this picture with me.  Water waves, low lights, soft winds that are quiet, warm, and rubs across your face. You close your eyes and inhale the smell of the winds sea breeze with the cool warmness from the sun covering your body.  Remember when you were a small child who sleeps wildly, and your blanket falls off your body, a loving mother cares, sneaks in and plants you a soft kiss across your cheek while she places your blanket across your sleeping frail body on a cold winter night.   

Queenoflove
Rosetta Nesbitt

POEM

LIFTED VOICE TO THE AIR
______________________________
Screaming at the air
as my breath flows pass
do intensified my frustrations.
Long letters I sent to you,
are too long to write on paper,
So, I sent them in my voice, through the air.
Songs I write to you are,
too rough to sing in the air, because
my heart is discombobulated,
as it may not come to you fair.
When pain becomes
like an ever consuming fire, it rains
as it floods my very soul.
I try to catch my breath
making a sound with my voice,
loudly in hopes
that the air would catch it
and send it straight to you
signed:
Your Child.

****** <3 *****
Father can you hear me?
Many letters I have sent to you through the air.
Pain
now vaporized my words to moisture
has now turned a midst in my heart
Still.
Yet!
I hold onto you.
Living hope,
Through faith
That if I be baptized
I would be saved
So I deem you near.
Later days come
Afternoon stalls
Nighttime falls
My voice lifted!
It's you, who I call!
Father, I await you
if heaven is your home
the place where my mothers,
is now a living carcass, abiding with you.
Where grandmother lay praying for all her kin
prostrated, at your blood stained feet.
The time is ever moving
Never waiting
Never standing still.
signed:
Your Child.

******** <3 ********
Father can you hear me?
My life is being traced from images,
I've never seen before
Drawing forms of me!
Shaping me in iniquity!
Father , you are my desire
I reverence you in fear
Already you have shaped me, and
formed me in your infinite image.
My voice, I reach high to the sky
Speaking loudly
I cried
The air whistles each of my words ,
with it's breath
as I send each word higher, trying hard to reach
An invisible God.
signed:
Your Child.

******* <3 *******
Father can you hear my cry
You've tamed me inside
Now I begin again, anew
Walking it through!
In the strength of your majesty, I will abide
There your blood stained flesh is now
The One Holy Spirit,
Supernaturally Divine are you.
Your home, is Heaven,
where hell cannot identify
We humans know heaven, and
hell united as one on earth.
All I want to know, ...
is all well with us?
Rescue your people
From the hell on Earth
Please hear the sound of my voice, and
sweep it swiftly to your ear.
Draw me, Father
Draw me
Nearer, Lord
Nearer, Lord to thee!
signed:
Your Child.

******** <3 ******
Father can you hear me?
Where the dust do fill the atmosphere
Your flowing rains, washes it away.
Thank you for being moved
by the force of my tears.
-I confess that
-You are my Potter
-I am your clay
I need your voice to speak
Speak into my ears, clearly
That my body may flea, from these fears,
We are living on an earth,
where wind an fire mate , in disasters
all dwell in the unity, of earth's aging years.
Where ages of my father's dignity,
has made me lose my way,
Yet!
Your Divine Severance Grace, ...
do Abound in us, everyday.
Passionately, we have not,
yet to be consumed.
Stay closely by us, Father
We await your coming very soon.
signed:
Your Child.

******* <3 ******
father hear my voice
Hear it flowing through the air
On Angel wings, do they ride to you
On Angel wings, is my heart stirred
Mixed in the air like gravy is to rice,
merging sadness clothe in many abuses,
are the many strips, my father gave.
No pity is allowed
I was born to love
I have suffered to love others.
No pity is allowed
Yet to love is what I am
I have suffered long to love.
No pity is allowed
I do not belong to this place,
called earth
I do not dwell normal, face to face
Earth is not my Home!
No pity is allowed
I can not connect to the many faces,
nor does my voice live long enough,
for others to intake it.
Living misunderstood,
in this abnormal, god-forsaken place.
No pity is allowed
to love has cost me my life,
not to mention
my time earning a dime
No pity is allowed
Still.
signed:
Your Child.

***** <3 *****
Father can you hear me
I have loved, making many mistakes,
I have misplaced my own understanding,
with constant pains in my heart.
To love draws all the blood out of me
where life is strained, must cease.
Revive me
Revive me
Revive me
I am stained!
I am stained!
W ash me, Lord
Wash me!
I am stained!
This I decree-
my soul shall one day be free
If you wash me Lord,
I shall be free!
I shall be free!
If you catch me
I shall be free
I shall be free
Revive me
I Lifted my voice to the air
Revive me
Receive me as only you can
listen for my voice, when
it comes to you form the air!
signed:
Your Child.

Rosetta Wilson Nesbitt
Queenoflove

{Created (c) ~on~ 05-07-2013}

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

I PROPHECY



THIS I PROPHECY YOU SHALL SEE YOUR FUTURE AS GOD HAS ORDAINED YOU TO BE YOU WILL PROSPER IN YOUR GOALS AND PURSUITS YOU WILL SUPERSEDE ALL CURSES THAT HAS HELD YOU BACK ALL STUMBLING BLOCKS SHALL BE REMOVED. YOU SHALL EXPERIENCE AND OVER FLOW IN YOUR FINANCES YOUR RELATIONSHIPS WILL BE HEALED YOU WILL NOT GO HUNGRY ANYMORE LOVE WILL FIND YOU PEACE WILL ASK FOR YOUR HAND IN MARRIAGE TRUTH SHALL IDENTIFY ITSELF AS YOU HEALTH SHALL BE FULLY RESTORED YOU WILL BRING OTHERS HAPPINESS AND YOUR CHILDREN WILL ADHERE TO THE CALL OF SALVATION AND RECEIVE NEW BIRTH IN CHRIST PRAYER SHALL INCREASE IN YOUR HOMES, WITH YOUR LOVED ONES TEARS SHALL CLEANS AWAY THE HURTS AND GIVE WAY TO NEW BEGINNING FORGIVENESS SHALL WALK ALONE SIDE OF YOU AND HOPE AND GLADNESS SHALL GUIDE YOUR PATH THROUGH WISDOM IN FAITH BE BLESSED ALL OF YOU      IT'S YOUR SEASON  
 ROSETTA W. NESBITT
 QUEENOFLOVE

STABLE LOVE



*** <3 ***
You is smart
You is kind
You is important
You is loved
You matter
You are a given thought
*** <3 *** 


* <3 STABLE LOVE * <3

******** <3 *******
I MISS ALL OF YOU SO
SORRY FOR THE LONG TIMES AWAY,
BUT I HAVE BEEN A LITTLE BUSY LATELY.
MY LOVE HAS NEVER DELAYED
STABLE IS MY LOVE FOR YOU


VOLUNTARILY I... 

WANTING EACH OF YOU
MY HEART HAS GLUED YOU EACH
UPON MY HEART TO STAY.
SWEET , SWEET ANGELS OF LOVE
BAKED IN A STABLE PLACE
YOU ARE IN MY HEART 
EVERY PLACE I GO
STABLE IS MY LOVE FOR YOU


I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH JUST THE SAME,

IN M HEART YOU WILL STAY CLOSE
WHERE YOU EACH WILL REMAIN
STABLE IS MY LOVE FOR YOU


ROSETTA NESBITT

QUEENOFLOVE
JUNE, 4TH 2013


Angels, in the early morning

by Emily Dickinson


Angels, in the early morning

May be seen the Dews among,
Stooping -- plucking -- smiling -- flying --
Do the Buds to them belong?


Angels, when the sun is hottest

May be seen the sands among,
Stooping -- plucking -- sighing -- flying --
Parched the flowers they bear along.

MIRACLES



*** <3 ***
You is smart
You is kind
You is important
You is loved
You matter
You are a given thought
*** <3 *** 

MIRACLES DO HAPPEN, BUT ONLY WHEN YOU BELIEVE
IN MIRACLES.  DOUBT CAN  BLOCK YOUR OWN MIRACLE.

TODAY YOU ARE A MIRACLE.
YOU WERE MEANT TO BE HERE.
THE CAUSE OF YOUR LIFE IS SET IN STONE
YOU WILL WALK INTO YOUR PURPOSE, IF YOU STAY FOCUSED.

TODAY'S LESSON:

TOPIC: "TRAINING YOUR MIND NOT TO SASS YOU BACK"

TEACH YOUR MIND NOT TO SASS YOU
YOUR SELF-TALK CAN BE JUST AS HARMFUL AS SOMEONE PUTTING YOU DOWN WITH THEIR WORDS. ARE YOU AWARE THAT THEIR WORDS  CAN ATTACK YOU LONG AFTER THEY HAVE STOP?  YES! YOUR MIND CAN USE NEGATIVE SELF-TALK TO PUT EVEN YOU DOWN AT YOUR MOST VULNERABLE TIMES.  ARE YOU AWARE OF THIS?  TELL YOUR MIND THIS, WHENEVER IT GOES IN NEGATIVE  REWIND MOLD.... 
THIS MIND 
THAT BE IN ME 
LET IT BE
ALSO 
IN CHRIST JESUS.

 ......HERE IS HOW IT HAPPENS.......
***YOUR MIND TALKS BACK TO YOU ***

IS YOUR MIND IN NEGATIVE DIALOGUES WITH ITSELF OFTEN?  WELL HOW DO YOU KNOW  WHEN IT IS? HOW CAN YOU TELL? THE MIND IS A POWERFUL TOOL OF PERSONAL GOOD, BUT CAN ALSO BE YOUR OWN ENEMY! YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME? WELL! THINK ABOUT THIS!  THOSE TIMES WHEN YOU ARE DOWN, , STOP YOURSELF LONG ENOUGH TO NOTICE HOW OFTEN IT HAPPENS. WHO IS WITH YOU WHEN YOU ARE DOWN MOST, WHEN IT HAPPENS AND WHERE? DO IT HAPPEN MORE AT NIGHT OR DAY, OR WHEN NO ONE IS THERE BUT YOU? ASK YOURSELF WHY DO I FEEL SAD, AND WHAT IS THE REASON I FEEL SAD?  WHAT IS MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY WHEN YESTERDAY EVERYTHING WAS HAPPY AND GAY?

PAY ATTENTION TO WHATS HAPPENING AROUND YOU, THEN YOU WILL BECOME MORE AWARE OF YOUR THOUGHT PATTERNS THAT HOLD ON TO YOU, THROUGH SELF-THINKING NEGATIVE-MENTAL-DIALOGING.  IT'S CALLED NEGATIVE SELF-TALK CONVERSATIONALIZING. YOU MIGHT EVEN REPEAT IN YOUR HEAD, THE VOICES OF WHAT WAS SAID TO YOU FIFTY YEARS AGO. WE TEND TO REWIND EVEN OLD THOUGHTS IN OUR HEAD THAT HAS  LONG SURPASS US IN SPACE AND TIME.  THOUGHT COMES BACK, LAID THERE, LYING DOORMAT IN US, AS PAINFUL EXPERIENCES THAT WE REACH BACK INSIDE FOR REUSE, AND JUSTIFY OUR FEELINGS WHEN WE HAVE NO REASON FOR THEM. THERE CAN ALSO BE A PHYSICAL REASON FOR SAD FEELINGS. WE ARE TRAINED TO THINK THAT IT'S A SELF INDUCED EMOTION THAT ALWAYS CAUSES ILL FEELING S EMOTIONALLY. KNOW THIS!  THE MEDULLA IS  A PART OF THE BRAIN THAT YOUR EMOTIONAL MINDSET DERIVES FROM.  IT CAN GET STUCK AND BREAK DOWN AND STOP WORKING, LEAVING YOU UNPROTECTED EMOTIONALLY FEELING SAD, OR OVER SENSITIVE TO PAIN. THIS MY FRIENDS IS, AND CAN ALSO BE A PHYSICAL BREAK DOWN THAT NEEDS NO TALK-ABLE REASONING, BUT MEDICAL HELP TO REPAIR.   

LOOK AT THE THINGS, AND PEOPLE WHO HAS REJECTED YOU, AND SEE HOW THEY COME BACK UP OFTEN IN THOUGHTS, LONG AFTER THE CAUSE IS GONE THE EFFECT LINGERS. THINGS SAID IN ANGER BY SOMEONE YOU LOVE, POPS UP, REARING IT'S UGLY HEAD IN YOUR MIND AT TIMES, WHEN YOU ARE ALONE REWINDING THEM IN YOUR MIND. NOW!  YOU MAY SAY, SO WHAT?  I SAY SO WHAT TO SAD THINKING. IT'S OVER IN MY MIND, AND I WILL STAY CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF WHAT GOES IN ME, AND CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF WHAT COMES OUT OF ME. I WILL NOT ALWAYS BE ABLE TO OVERCOME MY OWN THINKING, BUT I CAN TURN MY MIND OVER TO CHRIST, WHERE HE WILL DIRECT MY PATH AS LONG AS IT IS NOT A PHYSICAL PROBLEM CAUSING IT. BUT THEN, I KNOW HIM ALSO AS HEALER! . I WILL MAKE IT VERY HARD FOR ANYTHING TO JUST COME IN AND OVERTAKE MY THINKING THAT I DON'T WANT THERE. 

I AM THE MASTER GARDNER OF MY THINKING! YOU ARE THE MASTER GARDNER OF YOUR THINKING! KNEAD IT, WORK IT, WATER IT BLOOM BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS IN YOUR SOUL! YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL, AND NO WEEDS HAVE A PLACE INSIDE YOUR MIND. LET GOD IN! GOD  WILL STRENGTHEN YOU, AND SUPPLY YOU WITH THE TOOLS YOU WILL NEED TO PRODUCE A BEAUTIFUL HARVEST WITH LOVE AS THE MAIN SOURCE OF REVENUE! 

QUEENOFLOVE
ROSETTA W. NESBITT